from which dust blew into the village,
like locusts chasing invisible tissues
of plants; It was a summer day, air
sunk its teeth into his face which turned
red, then swarthy, like fertile soil,
like fertile soil we took for granted
at each harvest season.
I clung to the door and watched a rainbow
burnt onto the water curtain at his sprinkler
as the sun swam past our roof.
I was eager to grow up, to be like him,
to conjure seven colors with bare hands;
I didn’t know there were things better
to stay in time, un-policed by memory.
But I’m not a hierophant to the past,
I can’t look into my face and imagine
the lost, fierce as love but heavier,
registered in every cell of my body,
like this world receding into winter,
leaving a handful of warmth on my skin.