in air that keeps us alive. Winter that is not
winter sees snowless peaks nestle under starched blue
the color of a glacier’s heart. I think of cousins
stirring from low log houses at 50 below
to break ice from horse noses, preparing to ride out
through Kamchatka snow deep as the memory of wolves
lifting songs to stars that fall across scent trails
left by ermine and voles.
Night by arctic night that is arctic day tilts
its shadowy face from the vanished sun
while shooting stars sear across our retinas
and our planet hums through a meteor’s disintegrating tail.
Beneath glaciers breaking into the sea, belugas
flow like ghosts, their smiles unmistakably kind
as they sing old ice songs, open their mouths to a host of krill.
On the beach golden eagles fight with harpies
over a fat walrus carcass. Beluga, you
resemble my greatgrandmother, white kerchief
knotted over her summer head.
I don’t know my Irkutsk cousins, only the name
we share that means a whale who spirals
down down down to the bottom of the sea
to evade her enemies, then rises to lightfilled
placid tides. How can she evade the floating acres
of plastic and styrofoam islands strangling waves?
Across the Pacific, pestilence walks
our nation, swinging a smoky censor
of disease ossifying lungs to concrete, killing kidneys,
clotting livers, brains and hearts. 800,000
dead and counting. Why not look to the stars
so distant their icy poultices comfort our wounds
or meteors that sizzle against loss crossing midnight
through Orion’s diamond belt?
What did my relatives
call this constellation they drew on rock outcrops
during the long days of a Siberian June so long ago?
Brown bear standing on his hind legs to
reach dark wild honey hived in the crown of night?
Do those families bearing my name, feel
in their deepest dreams a lost cousin in a desert
counting another mass die-off of songbirds,
with no sturdy horses to carry her
home, calling across shimmering ice fields?