you’ll find his sweat-stained sombrero
and charro pants, silver threads still
exploding into bloody sunbursts.
So much spatter drenching his breast
of white linen that you will never stop
seeing him slumped over his horse
at the entrance to la hacienda where
he was lured by a lie that would let
the doves loose when the cocked triggers
snapped all at once. Did he fall first
to a beggar’s kneel? Did he crawl,
fingernails clawing dirt? Or even then,
did he refuse to draw a single breath
on his knees? The fields of Chinameca
still smoke each dawn, each dusk. You
can smell the rot of despair, the slut
of doom lingering in the land’s scars,
in the armpits of his squat jacket.
You cannot enter his tiny museum
of betrayal, of the Revolution that never
turned its full circle and forget
what you witnessed—how easy it is
for a forward march to be hurled back,
for lids to forever shield eyes that glinted
like obsidian, shut out their sparks.
Does his stare still tear through you?
If you could have broken the glass,
would you have stuck a finger through
bullet holes, traced their circumferences?
Would you have lifted the rough linen
to your face? Breathed in a century of loss?
Does he stand beside you when you rise
to your feet each morning, whisper Tierra
y Libertad in your ear? Justicia. Will you carry
him out of that cage, let him live in you?