it is death practicing its quick grab
and as always (so far) missing.
She’s too quick for you, quick quack
patty-whack, you’ll get no bone from her!
Social even in sleep, she doesn’t want
to lie down alone. Once a week
our dreams entangle, the sharp edges of hers—
those little cries—dig into me like the toenails
that unwittingly knead my calf. The dish
ran away with the spoon full of sugar
and now only me in her twin bed one night
in seven can make the medicine go down.
“We talked about the end of the world,”
she reports of Sunday School the week
her teacher missed. Joining the older kids
had been a revelation. I don’t care who you are,
God, I know there’s a girl worth saving
the world for, and her heart is an Achilles heel
held in my slippery hand. I don’t care whose
God you are, Man, I know canyons and rivers
and gnarled roots of dying trees worth
changing our ways for. And, God, I know
words and lines and books as beautiful
as my daughter’s faith, but none of them
is worth dying or killing for. That’s why
once a week I sleep scrunched with a light on,
so if she jerks awake from almost falling
she’ll see whose hands have grabbed her.