of green leaves whose language cannot be spoken,
though I have known it since I was a girl, the swish
of one sharply pointed leaf blown against another
beneath the wind’s cool breath unique, each one
its own kind of music. Then all together at once,
the rustle of wind in leaves like surf rising and falling.
The tree and I breathe together, me in my striped lawn
chair, she in her furrowed bark—her great trunk and limbs
too high for me to climb—her moss-furred roots
like stones or sleeping animals, her crown of leaves,
shiny on one side, matte on the other. There’s a word
for the sound of wind in trees, a friend tells me. I love
the idea of such a thing. But it doesn’t capture late summer,
the spicy scent of goldenrod floating down the hill, the season
turning, and the hours of daylight and darkness my red oak’s
only clock. It does not describe her leaves, leathery-green this
late in the year, insect-eaten in places, the bitten spots tattered
as lace. I reach for more, examining them for all the things
the Wisconsin survey map, circa 1830, cannot tell me.
The oak was a sapling then, taking hold on the west edge
of this drumlin, savanna where she and I both live now,
her roots finding their way toward her kin, their silent
conversations about sun-drought-rain-snow traveling through
the rich, black earth. The surveyors passed close with their
compasses and measuring chains, just on the other side
of the barbed wire fence that once kept our farmer-neighbor’s
Holsteins in and now divides our four acres from his soybeans
and Round-Up Ready corn. The tree watched it all, especially
the Ho-Chunk women gathering acorns before those men came—
grandmothers, mothers, girls laughing, wiping sweat away,
smoothing their blue-black hair, the savanna slowly changing,
the shifting green-gold understory of big bluestem grazed
down, honeysuckle and multi-flora rose creeping in.
She watches me, standing beside her, my fingers trying to read
the Braille of her bark, its ridges and valleys, her body a map
because of her age and how she anchors me here, on this hill
in the middle of the country where I never wanted to be,
my sixty-some years a third of hers, not translatable in tree time.
How is it she knows everything, even about my mother
who died when I was young? Remember, the tree whispers,
how much she loved drawing trees, especially oaks,
her hand flicking over the page, and how you tried to copy
whatever she did. Come, rest your sadness against mine. Lean
your back to the rings in my wood until you hear my slow
heartbeat. Listen to the sound of wind in my leaves.