that can toss your own first world’s hellscape
into the slop sink like a dirty rag—you shut
all the doors inside your mind to keep what you’ve left
alive—its terracotta lining the cracked callouses
in the soles of your feet, its afternoon rains
soaked into your scalp, a pinch of its raw cacao
on your tongue. You will try to pry the empire
you carry in your heavy steps from your feet,
from your skin like a gemstone from a king’s ring.
You will dream of leaning against a cornflower
blue wall in your yellow dress. No gray, white,
or beige houses like those lining every street in the land
of greed as if color were a sin greater than its bloody
stripes, dagger stars you have turned upside down.
You lock windows, so the memory of a woman in a passion
fruit skirt dancing alone at night on the cobblestone
street, guitar strums guiding her ritmo de puro gozo,
will never leave you. Forever, you will watch her feet tap
like roosters pecking, lift like chicks first learning to fly,
skip backwards like you did as a child who had nothing
to lose, your whole body so light, the wind, if it swept
around the corner in a sudden gust, could carry you
home or away.