Or how our ancestors worried their tongues into speaking white

their posture

a stiffness, passed down through generations—

No movement to the hips, fortresses built

to protect

goods shipped from other continents

cult leaders in search of dominion

 

I stood at my teacher’s desk sobbed over my not-white-enough grammar

& where to put the comma

 

How many acres of wood how many buffalo

how many hands tobacco

how many slaves how many massacres

& what to do with shame