Grasses winter dead
but golden. Morning sun
slanting to set them aglow.
Black bush. Rabbit bush.
The dead stalks of sotol.
Skeletons bleaching in desert sun.
Mountains offer lift—grey blue
haze of unattainable heights.
Sandhill cranes gather here
to glean in winter. Rise and soar
and rest along water’s edge
where endless drought has left
a shallow refuge they know
how to find. The voices are first
to hold the mind—songs and churrs
and calls by thousands mingled
into the pleasure to be among others
of their kind. Wings parachute
as they descend then backpedal
to ease the touchdown. Emotions
rise and call like that—a thin
voice then cacophony that makes
it hard to think. I’d bring you here
if I could, fly you across
disease ridden mountains and plains
to know this astonishment
of belonging. They lift as one,
descend, the loneliness over,
the fear of winter. During radiation
you climbed Mt. Lafayette
higher and higher over frozen
streambeds and iced rock
testing your body, knowing it,
refusing to let it be a stranger.