“We don’t need a worldview of Earth beings as objects anymore. That thinking has led us to the precipice of climate chaos and mass extinction. We need a new language that reflects the life-affirming world we want. A new language, with its roots in an ancient way of thinking.”
–Robin Wall Kimmerer

Here I am it’s June loose multiple earth-toned getup but

all around me glitter, drawn eyebrows, deep V, and I


hate it—costume, I don’t know how to do it, and

I’m more empty when the world blows through


mine. 30 days of thinking about the failure

of language. To split myself into two: bi-


focal: making whole multiple objects

of attention. Am I writing if I’m online


shopping? Am I “still interested in

women” if I am dating a “man”?


Back to thinking about the failure of language.

Biradical: independent and


odd: quarry full of red lichen—no, sundew:

little mouths look like leaves, a fly


dead in the nectar. Are you a plant if you eat

meat? If you bend to sun like everyone else and also


eat meat? Taker! Who let you open the bi-

orhythm? Who let you be so multiple? Bi-


nomial: me too, I’m at once several

names: Lu, Loon, Crontigue, touch-me


-not, soon, aster, risen woman

taking off her clothes. Risen person


taking off their clothes.

What was worn: fishnets


onto water, breaking the moon into

snakes: flickers running the direction of away,


strewn to black. Naked, what am I called?

Kimmerer says ki—this maple, in spring, ki gives us


rot gone sugar. Ki—snapping turtle in the road.

Lift. Ki opens at mouth, the whole body, ki


will close on you. Open, what am I called?

In the oldest beech, ki carves a name. Ki


is walking the long dog home. All doors

open to ki. Shadows sit with


ki. Hear my name and say

who? Who heard God and


multiplied? Who is a womb? Who

bloomed bitter flowers in the sewer,


whose night is made of walnuts? Who is dark

matter. Who found their name in a plastic


calculator? A heart finally swings

open. Whose? Hear my names


and say open. Who is open as an arch

in a garden, peas climbing spine-up. Who


sweats openly on the brown grass. Who turned

the water off. Who is asking


who asked for this? Who is open enough

to know the miracle of a bee resting


on a shoulder. Who belongs to ki. Who

unlocks the ocean, whose song is


singing up the sun. Lord, open

the eyes of my name, and let me hear.