I will come to see your orchards,
your valleys freckled with fear.
I will come to see the beauty
of terror budding on
your saffron fields,
armed men breaking and keeping peace,
history bathing its body
with blood and tears.
I will come to see your tremor
when they shout for a freedom
that can kill, exile and
strip down your skin
with shame.
I will come from the land
laced with palms
and the smell of cloves
to see your saintly peaks shiver
their silver crowns sutured
with pine-thorns of pain.
I will see those ruins
huddling in silence
to be awakened by a distant rustle,
the bustle of your valleys which
exiled happiness long ago,
I will walk your mountain passes
stalked by messiahs of death.
I will come to your
bullet-burnt skies
bleeding in the brim
like a framed traitor.
I will come to see
your mustard fields
where your women
dread to walk alone.
I will haunt your
shikharas every summer to
to smell the scent of
your wanton youth.
I will come to your valley
to write a handful of verses
for your chinar trees,
your walnut trunks
ripe with folklore, to pick
your water chestnuts
before they are buried
under memory’s snow,
our nation’s forgetful snow.