Content Warning: The following discusses suicide or suicidal thoughts. If you or someone you know is in crisis, please call or text the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline at 988 in the U.S., or visit this list of international hotlines.
Lyric for a New Life
took the plunge
ran out the door of life,
I went on before you
stopped speaking
turned my sight away
closed off my hearing
folded my body up from your touch before you
I decided,
before you
passed away into another life
met it head on like a new course of study
People missed me before you
they asked about me for a time
wondered what became of me
asked if I’d left anything behind
they cried for me before you
they called my name out in vain
wished they’d been better friends before you
My soul grew weary of this life
my mind fatigued by lies
my heart riddled by deceit
my legs weakened with each blow
I decided to collapse before you
to give way
to allow an ocean of tears
to sweep me elsewhere before you
One day, I resolved to perish before you
resolved to cut across the void
to come out at the other end with no one
naked in a new world, unrecognized
inching along from day to night
and day again
I finally reached the promise land
I finally saved my self