if something should die/ murder for botany
soil to say
watch out, I might take
out your breeding tongue, the swelled
sex & belted memories. You deserve
to be reborn the holistic & blessing
to take life away
as my own prayer/ the earth & gamey flooding
if you continue to walk the streets
stirring madness
I am inclined
to slit your identity   & grassfield
you to goodness/ I miss playing
playground jubilee & sticky hand games
holding each other, candied
laughter & holding up
earth/ if i spit
in your eye, you may
see god
cutie pie newborn stench/ a savory
delicacy ruptured bathing/ I sing you
stray away songs
lucid
seaming into sunlight
linen hugging, I will birth love
for you, stranger from nothing
before the earth dies,
offer yourself, no
body to sway
for holy twenty four hour
flies/
soil to say
I saw the world in one take, wide eyed
Jungle quiet time. It’s been years since I’ve watched the sun rise, if there ever
was one. I watched the moonlight put
spotlight on all the trees/ bushes/ branches
Intimate, I could kiss it.
The beautiful thing about watching the sunrise
is hearing your brother giggle in his sleep
& every time you blink, the sky brightens.
I’ve seen blue only three times like this & it
makes my bones hurt. There was a moment where
I thought I was going to bleed out
out there. I’ll always feel this content when I think I’m about to die, maybe. I’m hungry, but
responsible for listening
to the chirps outside
Now. The blue blue outside & how sound the silence is behind those birds. A play on color
& a play on living, this is any space/
this where I’d like
To die. I’ve fallen in
love with living again. This time/
please let it stay longer.