The mortician wipes off the pancake
makeup from your waxy cold skin,
returns your body to the gurney
delivers you to the fourth floor
hospital bed where your last breath
humps backward into your concave
chest, the morphine pushing
up the plastic tube, filling the deflated
IV bag. The fluid retained around
your abdomen recedes into your glands,
muscles, bones; your mouth closes, your eyes
open, your hand feels for the double
joint in my pinky not for the last time.
The tumours on your liver retract
to your pancreas, dissolve into the various
chemical compounds, unabsorbed
by your tissues. Once again, you walk
the farm, unspray the fruit trees, un-
tell us to close windows, and we stay
outside. You re-cap the organochloride,
drive it ten miles back to the farm
supplier in the brown Oldsmobile.
You unlearn the agricultural principles
of the 1950s; you bite into the peach,
accept the worm. Blight curls
the leaves and the year of our bumper
crop no longer exists.