after Emily Carr’s “Logger’s Cull”

 

The sky enters through the eye,

sleepy or concealed or otherwise

looking down—not God

but Sky: wind, cloud, rich prism

of color, of blue & blue & blue—

clouds move like waves, sometimes,

see? A few trees left reaching—

the weak, the rotted, not straight or thick

or worth enough. Devastation

on scale without any measure

beyond the human footprint:

beheaded stumps left open necked—

the brown ground like a wound,

an old one, traceable,

like tongue on teeth. The wind

itself finds its way through—

one tree left open

like a ribcage, a revelation.

The Sky, sleepy with us, too old

to be sad, the way it feels now,

to me, not like exhaustion, but

like knowing,

like holding still,

when otherwise you might

be screaming, crying out.